midnight

People would expect a night in may to be pleasant with that spring breeze
(yea, very likely to happen at 1am)



no, not the case in Taiwan
ever
urgh



humid humid humid


i can feel the sweat on my body while I'm typing, and that totally sounded wrong.



maybe I should just go to sleep.


ciao ciao

ready for a whole new week tomorrow! I'm actually excited for school there really must be something wrong with me...
today was such a beautiful day with my family.
and oops, i havent worked in 5 days
tomorrow its work and the day after, OFF AGAIN!

:)

oh

how i lub my life right now

despite this weather


here we go, summer in taipei!


2011 summer plans are strugggggggggglin but it'll work out eventually..

Please

don't do this to me.



I'm sorry I let you down.
I'm sorry I'm not as mature as you thought.
I'm sorry I hurt you.


but please,

don't tell me I can't do this.


I really need to.


Right when I need it the most.


please dont take the opportunity away from me


I need to breathe.
I need to get away

I need them.


I've been working so hard for it this semester

and then you tell me I can't do it.

well fuck this shit


I can't take it
I can't calm down.


It's my own money, my own life.


if it really doesnt work out between us, I'm still buying the tickets.

Last words

The tsunami moves in such a speed,


I wonder if I'll even have time for my last words.



Hold your loved ones tight,
they know you love them.



God Bless Japan.



If only I could do anything, anything for Japan,

Pray.


And you, my dear friend,
I've got your back,
I'll tell you jokes,
I'll buy you a beer,
I'll light a cigarette for you.

and I'll give you a big warm hug.





Never, give up.

The Ability to love

That ability seems to be disappearing.



It hurts.



I'd be lying if I say I don't give a fuck at all.


Why can't I be selfish and just ignore you.


Why can't I just stop wasting my life on you.








So,
job at gelato store doesn't start till after chinese new year,
hopefully they're not just bluffing me.

and I burnt my face while cooking soup. :(

good news is though, Chinese New Year's in a few days!
Love spending time with my entire big big fam.

This is a brand new start as well!
RABBIT YEAR!

2010

2010 is about to end in...

25 hours


Thanks to all my loved ones
for making 2010 such an amazing year



It may seem like some things ended, and other things started


but deep in my heart
nothing changed.


I didn't change.


I'm still Grace Kuo


and I'm proud to be her.






2011

BRING IT!

When you want something really bad

When you feel like you're not needed at all
and people seem to be tired of you

You start thinking,
hey
maybe I should, you know, try and fit in.
change up my personality a little


I don't know

in those most famous quotes
they say
BE YOURSELF and you'll be happy.


but what if I'm not
what if I want something really bad and I know it'll never be mine unless I become,
another me?



I'm just so frustrated.


yeeeer and these emotions come right before midterms, great.


CIAO

Keep a smile on your face, por favor?

I used to have all these depression phases,
and after awhile I found out why.

I had NOTHING TO DO
ALL I COULD DO WAS THINK ABOUT UNNECESSARY BULLSHIT


and I come back here, psshh I thought I WAS THE EMOTIONAL LITTLE BRAT
these little taiwanese boys and girls are so STRESSED AND EMOTIONAL!
wow
time management,
dreams (oh youth),
relationships,
being perfect (how chinese)
...
you should check out their statuses.


If I were that busy, which I am,
I'd be appreciating the fact that I can do so much and actually enjoy the process


You only live once,
or unless you believe in reincarnation which is actually none of my business.
So try and think of life as something simple
Live, Laugh, and Love.
I believe that these three verbs are enough for me, for now :)


feel like having a walk in the park
getting some fresh air
what I love about our apartment is that right outside my bedroom window is a whole view of green plants.
FORTUNATELY, not close enough to bring deadly mosquitoes into the room like back in KL, haha.

the above
is coming from someone who lives in a city that has been raining nonstop for the past 4 days.
how I LOVE TYPHOONS
:(
:)