Please

don't do this to me.



I'm sorry I let you down.
I'm sorry I'm not as mature as you thought.
I'm sorry I hurt you.


but please,

don't tell me I can't do this.


I really need to.


Right when I need it the most.


please dont take the opportunity away from me


I need to breathe.
I need to get away

I need them.


I've been working so hard for it this semester

and then you tell me I can't do it.

well fuck this shit


I can't take it
I can't calm down.


It's my own money, my own life.


if it really doesnt work out between us, I'm still buying the tickets.